半睡眠状态写的

虽然才九点半，很爱睡了~

最近发生了很多事情，是太多事情了，害我在上课时的注意力不能100%集中，有一半是飞在半空中的。尤其是bio，我觉得我在老师后面很远了，老师今天教的Kreb's Cycle，我应该只懂50%，而之前的glycolysis和link reaction根本是blur blur的。（原因是，老师教Glycolysis的时候我在厕所大解。。所以咯~~）

~累~

睡了。
晚安。

我的周末~

昨天星期六，虽然是星期六，不过是很忙的星期六。

傍晚的时候跟教区诗班去民丹莪在他们的“诗篇之夜”献唱几首歌，我们应该是被邀请去跟他们一起唱吧。老实说，我是抱着玩玩的心情去，哈哈~ 不过呢，我真的有认真唱哦！

然后呢，唱好后我们就回泗里街。还好还来得及参加朋友的喝茶，在taman tasik，虽然是迟到了。
非常地享受，我笑到饱，很喜欢这些臭朋友，希望还有机会跟你们一起喝茶~ T.T

今天是星期日，跟往日一样的星期日，很有意义的星期日。
今天的崇拜是培灵会，是我的“亲戚”，萧招和牧师宣讲神话语。讲得很好，是关于如何能进入永生，我得到很多，不知不觉就过了一个小时。

下午就去少团咯~ 聚会是“水果冰淇淋”，玩了一个很可爱的游戏，还蛮好玩的。我已经算不清我总共吃了多少条的冰淇淋罕水果。==

肥了肥了啦！！！！！！！！

最近爱上了一首歌，曹格--------[借我一辈子]。
大家不妨听听哦！

作曲：曹格 填词：管启源

（借你一辈子　借你我剩下的日子
　答应过你的那些事　请你　让我去证实
　用你左手的无名指）

借你我肩膀　借你温暖　借你美好的时光
借你胸膛　借你疯狂　借你放肆的飞翔
想不想永远留着这些　不用问永远到底有多长
我知道生命太短　所以不要有遗憾　如果你和我一样

＊时间像个陀螺般的旋转　差点把我们的爱打乱
　我不要再这样　我（真的）不要再流浪　我只能这么想
　这一次我看见了生命的答案
　就藏在你身上　让我完整的一半　最甜蜜的负担

　借你一辈子　借你我剩下的日子
　答应过你的那些事　让我去证实　对天使发誓
　给我一辈子　给我你所有的日子
　写下两个人的故事＊

用你左手的无名指
Repeat（＊）

（用你左手的无名指）

我们都曾经在爱里迷失方向
以为独自生活　就不会受伤　不受伤 no no no no
我曾经把你错过　我不要把你错过
我认定你　一定会是我（最美的结果）

你和我（给你一辈子　给你我剩下的日子）
爱你的那些事　请你让我去证实（答应过你的那些事　让我对天使发誓）
给我一辈子　我给你一辈子（给我一辈子　给我你所有的日子）
写下我们所有的故事（写下两个人的故事）woo baby woo baby

Malam Sekalung Budi finally over!!!

Hehe~ hehe~ hehe~ hehe~
Lazy to do homework. Blog first.

Yesterday was a bz day! Since 6.30am i have started bz, till 11.15pm i jz can sit down and rest properly.
Hmm...

6.30am-11.50am Study
12noon-1.20pm YMCS gathering
1.45pm-2.30pm Pancaragam interview (=.=)
2.30pm-4pm Went civic centre for rehearsal & preparation
4pm-4.40pm Bathe + dinner(maggie mee)
4.45pm-5.55pm Choir practice at nyelong park methodist church
6pm-11pm Malam Sekalung Budi Pengawas

About the Malam Sekalung Budi performances, I.................................................speechless
Mou ngan tai (no eyes see)

If talk about overall, I very satisfy with it. During the preparation, i'm very pei fu with the juniors AJK. They reli put a lot of efforts and time. One of them get sick coz have to come everyday for decoration or backdrop. huhu~ syabas~ Although the ppl only can c the ones performing on the stage, but I will remember u ppl who 默默耕耘 at the back. XD


p.s: Yesterday during rehearsal u know have i have heard???!!!
I accidently heard a very pretty and gd in drawing de form4 girl say rude word! ==
omg....she said it loudly. Me and another friend shock ki. Coz her face looked like very guai.
aduh...nowadays teens.............
人不可貌相~

Scared of this subject

Frustrated.
My chem only get 13/40. Never get such a low mark. Failed eh. My calculation is so weak. Frus.
Found that chem is getting harder and harder .
I never feel so stressed facing a teacher b4! Even if the teacher is fierce or bad or wat. Yet i m so stressed & scared to attend chem class this year. I try to make myself feel ez, but teacher gave me a lot of stress. I know..teacher is rushing the syllabus......

If i ask a question or did wrong in exercise, she will say "haiya...."
For me, haiya = u r so stupid
But....i reli cant do it..............








(Grace...don tell ur mum o)

Hari Kok = Hari Sibuk

Congratulations to all SAS students & teachers, for successfully organizing KoK Day!!

Long time didnt have this kind of event le, since many many years ago de food sell for St. Daniel block. I still rmmb i sell popcorn that time. haha~

Phew~ This morning i was so so bz, till don have time to eat anything. Ok, i share with u my schedule. I reached sch at 6.20am(actually have to reach by 6.15am, get late) , to do pancaragam practice. 6.30am, i went for prefect duty. Jaga pintu. Around 7.30, I rushed to find doreen to get my uniform. U know, she.....a bit "tall", so....we find each other for 10 min. XD After changing my "power ranger" uniform, we got into the lines. About the competition, skip la(cz we finally lost jor) haha.

After that i quickly changed my clothes & ran to yi ping there, to get ready for choir club's activity. I became DJ~ ^^ Alright, she said principal don allow us to use the broadcasting network system, coz will disturb diok other activities. so.....next, i ran to dewan kuliah for choir competition inter clubs. Well, too luan! Got shuffle competition at the same time, outside the dewan kuliah. Their songs so noisy, disturb diok the choirs. ZzZ~ Reli wan to switch off the radio! But i cant deny that, some of the dancers are reli cool! b4 that i cant imagine that, those paikia-paikia, who always scolded by me, can do a very good job in dancing. I have to say that, 天生我才必有用.

Ok, back to choir competition. After finish singing, i ran back to the broadcasting network there. Started talking nonsense there, simply say smth. While waiting for my turn. i went back to dewan kuliah. Yeah!!!! we got CHAMPION for singing competition yo~ is No.1~ tempat pertama. tak sia-sia kami practise. So big de present! u know wats inside? many many APPLES. =.=

Back to broadcasting network agn. Around 12, we backed. I jz rmmbed that i forgot to claim my pizza for Kelab Pengguna.. Aduh~ Hope that i can get the money back. It costs me RM1.80!
RM1.80...........................i can buy a can of cola or a plate of kampua or 18 sweets!

没事

今天心情很不好，不要问我为什么。
功课，你很多哦，多到我被你压得扁扁的；
考试，你也很多，几乎每天一个，多到我根本不想去读书；
课外活动，你更多，多到我连休息的时间都没有了；

原来压力是随着年龄慢慢增加的。

无论如何，今天有一件喜事。
恭喜恭喜，恭喜我当阿姨了。^^
没错，我大姐终于生了她的第一胎~
名字叫@庄宇思@小朋友（如果没有错的话）
gong hei gong hei~

Lea Salonga - On My Own

And now Im all alone again
no where to turn no one to go to
Without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
now I can make believe hes here

Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody
else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy with
the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own,
Pretending he's beside me,
All alone, I walk with him till morning.
Without him, I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes,
And he has found me...

In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver,
All the lights are misty in the river,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me,
Forever and forever...

And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him,
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say, there's a way for us...

I love him,
But when the night is over,
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes,
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him,
But everyday I'm learning,
All my life,
I've only been pretending,
Without me,
His world will go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness,
That I have never known...

I love him... I love him...
I love him... But only on my own...

Click this to listen to this song ON MY OWN

Hari KoK coming soon

These few days so busy and tired.

Jz because of that Hari KoK!!

Last friday attended pancaragam kawad kaki. I dun understand, most of the members aldy gd enough in this why need practise such frequently? Still need kawad under the big big sun! Can u imagine that? some of us almost pengsan aldy, yet they still don wan let us rest. huh...Plus i cant c any improvement. My time aldy not enough liao eh! Still need waste like this. Haiz~~

Yesterday night practise song, for YMCS taking part in the inter-clubs choir competition . I teach eh~ kekez.. First time teaching double parts(soprano & tenor), first time! Of cos, i was so nervous, little shaking. Coz some of them older than me. My teaching skill is not gd enough, very "luan". Some of the errors i have said for many times, yet they cant make it. We still have one more time to practise, I hope we can sing it better.

Today is my church's 主日学主日. How to say this in english? XD
I don understand how the teachers can tahan these children. They are too NOISY!! Me and hui quan lead the game for children this morning. Walao~ I gonna become a deaf and have heart attack soon. But I still like them. They are cute~~

Tomolo Bio topical test. T.T
die liao die liao~

I become EXCO pengawas le~

What a busy week! Today i have to be separated into 3. As i have prefect meeting, choir practice and pancaragam. Pancaragam always be the last option, and teacher said no excuse for prefect meeting. Huh.. So, mahu tak mahu, go prefect meeting lo.

Today is the Majlis Perlantikan Pengawas. I was chosen to become the ahli Unit Disiplin Pengawas. I still blur about my kuasa scope. I slept late! Till 6.10. Aiks....But i can reach sch at 6.28(including time for starting bike, ride, park bike, comb hair etc). Hehe..not bad. Its TOO fast for me liao. Then today when pelafazan ikrar, why chuong (our kp) shouted "up!", then we all put up our right hands. Actually during rehearsal yesterday i aldy expected that the students will laugh. Unexpected that the students not only laughed, also clapped their hands. HUH! Embarrassing.. When pembacaan ikrar rukun negara, that person who leads said "semua warga AAS"..When i think of it i will laugh..haha..reli funny...

About the malam sekalung budi, msm Liong arranged me as head of AJK Cenderahati. Hmm..perhaps teacher dono that my wrapping skill is so "good" . I think that most pity is darrel's group. He is the head of AJK Kebersihan. Has to prepare many mops and brooms, to clean the dewan suarah. But he very relax too, he can order his kagia-kagia to do all these stuffs.
About the lucky draw, teacher so cute. "Kalau rumah kamu ada benda-benda lama yang sudah tdk mahu, bawalah untuk cabutan tuah." WHAT??!! kam dou dak geh? 1st time c this kind of lucky draw. But, a nice idea too. Save money mah~

*My hp no talk time liao~ Who can be so generous so kind so good to transfer me RM 5? kekez~

星期日的早上

刚做完两场的崇拜，蛮累一下的，等下还要去少团~~~
做完第一场崇拜的时候，我想找一两个人陪我出去吃早餐。可是我瞄过去，竟找不到一个可以陪我一起吃早餐的人。电话另一头的那个人，上主日学，没空。如果不是还要继续做第二场崇拜，我马上回家煮面吃了。朋友可以很多，能够陪我吃早餐的朋友，有几个呢？
我想，应该很难很难再找到能够跟我一起吃早餐的朋友了。

CT scan in Sibu

Jz back from sibu hospital. Pening pening~ my dad's driving skill is too "good"...
At the beginning we get lost, long time have not been there mah. After that under dad's fren guide we can reach hospital finally.

I thought we have to wait for a long time(u know la, gov hospital got lots of ppl, plus the staffs and nurses are so "efficient"..phew~~) but today very fast. Coz i only did CT scan(some sort of x-ray i think). There were 2 nurses inside the room, one chinese one malay. I was so scared when the nurse press here press there around my hand to find the blood stream. Then she took out a long long string and and and cucuk into somewhere around my wrist. Gosh! So painful ah! I made my face so terrible, fortunately i didnt scream. I can feel something cold pass through my blood stream. It is a kind of solution to make the bad cells inside my nose more visualised during scanning. My internal body felt like very hot. Bad feel. Uncomfortable.

The whole process only got me few minutes. Then i took breakfast with dad and his fren and balik kampung.

The radiologist department will send the scanning report to sarikei hospital. I can know it during next month appointment with that handsome de doctor. kekez~

Cool experiment !

2moro not going to sch~ Go sibu do X-ray, for my nose.

Today's sch a little bit different than usual. Firstly, this morning we prefects r divided to few groups to know more about the students and the tahap discipline of the sch. Me, ming fong and su mou follow the kp, hing kiong to walk around Block A and Block D. He asked us to recognise the bad students' faces.

Last 3 periods are Bio periods. We did an experiment, that is immersing the potato strips into different molarity of sucrose solution. Since out class students had reduced to 18, we didnt do it in group anymore, we r able to do it individually. Two students on a table. So cool. No need to share apparatus anymore. Kekez~

内疚

今天三节的chem，再加上两节的bio，真是吃力啊！尽管多么爱睡，还是要逼自己去听，老师教书那么辛苦。还好今天老师讲的我都会差不多明白，没有白费我的专心力气。嘿嘿~
我的班有十个左右中到师训！几多一下的。不过呢，有些人不要去。还好，不然我班真的只剩几只小猫了~

真是很对不起啊~ 我也不知道为什么要道歉，可是心中很内疚。我一直对这些东西都很敏感，可是这次sense不到。好好读书啊！永远的兄弟，永远的朋友。我不会忘记你的哦~

少年主日

今天是一年一度的少年主日，昨天是少年之夜（赞美之夜）。
虽然我是半退休了，但是我有参与哦~ 我在戏剧中扮演两个孩子（廷恩和辉泉）的妈妈，半长短的格子裤，大大件的T-shirt，再加上卷起来的头发。天啊，好三八佬啊！唉，为了戏剧，豁出去了~ 我在彩排的时候才得知我要帮忙带几首歌，应该是传道以为辉泉会跟我讲，辉泉又以为是传道讲，最后两个都没有跟我讲。还我chik kik一下，然后就赶快练。感谢主，一切还蛮顺利的。
我很喜欢唱神的歌，很喜欢赞美上帝。就算我唱到很累了，还是要继续唱，绝不闭口不唱。因为我们的声音是上帝给的，我们不知道他什么时候会把这一切收回去。能唱的就要开口唱，这是口的用途-颂赞主。

今年的少年主日很特别，因为我不再站在上面唱歌跳舞了，不再帮忙筹备工作，我是坐在下面看他们。看着这些小伙子，心里想着自己是怎么在团契里走过来的。这一个个小朋友已经长大了（虽然偶尔还是很幼稚一下的）。虽然这次的少年主日有点乱，有的很临时，但是真的会比我想象的好很多，毕竟是第一次，你们都很用心。感谢上帝~
我也不知道自己还能够再参加几次的少年主日，希望下次的少年主日能做得更好，再接再厉。